I love TOYAKO =)



Hey=)

Finally,my hairstyle is changed yesterday,at Toyako.

Damn happy=)But i didnt take any photos cos my eyes pain and didnt make a pretty look there.

Ai~

Appreciate that Toyako is as well as you cant imagine.I mean professional hairstylist,machines and even Redken products.And also the environment is comfortable and a little bit high class.

OMG,do you know that there's a damn cool manager?Every poses during his cutting time is smart,professional which make u in confidence to him.Crazy~~!==But he looks like quite silent.What he said to me is only'Byebye'.==Ok,is ok.Because I have Ask and Jonason,whose kept chatting with me.Lolx=)

Ya,Ask Hon,my hairstylist,damn cool his skills=)Thanks for giving me a pretty,mature and sexy hair =)Im in confidence with u now.haha^^Anyway,tq for treat me good.
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MISS PEDDY IS COMING BACK!!






Hey guys,it is quite long time no blogging for me.Feel so stranger to my keyboadrd.=)
Anyway,Im coming back.Damn happy.



These few days.I am so free.One more BC paper for next Monday.And that day will be the last day for me to gather with my schoolmates and also my dear calssmates.Have a little bit sad,because of my frens there.But I will always keep all of them in my mind and I will also do miss them during my dream time.=) Frenship is forever.



Frenship is like 'PEPSI'-'Ask for more.'
Frenship is like 'NIKE'-'Juz do it.'
Frenship is like 'NOKIA'-'Connecting people.'
Frenship is like 'McDonald'-'I'm lovin it.


And also baby Fenella,next Mon we will not be meet anymore.That day is the last day.We hug each other and promise that we must keep connecting each other.Good luck for u.





And Ivy and Grace,same,keep connecting=)Grace,pls reload your phone la.Always cannot find u.








And Shebank,Stephy,Jeriel,Yihao,and other classmates,meet up at our class gathering.
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10/12/20009,Thurs


A tired+happy day.
Went out wif my sis.We went for singing karaoke at大嘴叭.
First time went to there.Finally got free time to go there.
Reaching there,full booking.Walao.
Went to Sutere mall first lo==.
Toyako,booking.Change+dye my new fresh hairstyle there.Exciting.
I will miss my long straight hair.And say goodbye to them next Tuesday.=(
I love u.haha
Really,I love my straight hair.
Simple+mature some.How about you think???



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Hey dear,do u miss me???
Ya,you do it.I know.I know you afraid that I will kill u if u dont miss me.
Ya,u know.
And I miss u so much =)
Muack.
Thx for treat me as well as you can and even the best.
You've changed.Good news.So juz keep it.
And juz like what u said,pay all the efforts on your work is the most important thing.When we had become rich and have a lot of things better than others,they will pay respect to us and will not be look down on us.


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大嘴叭-conclusion-不是很好。
Pictures uploading...........










ok.pen off.Nite!

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Peace..




Hey.Long time didn't updated me bloggie.
I'm too lazy so like a piglet. =(




Had two fun weeks wif Mr.J =)
Driving his car.
Shopping wif him.
Watching movies sitting couple seats.
Eating wif him.
But now.he is staying at Butterworth.
Still.I can feel him.
Chatting phone everyday...
SMS-ing every seconds except our slepping time...
Dreaming him every night.And he does too.
Excellent!


And something else,SPM is coming soon.10days!
I feel so stress and worry.But I will try my best!
And then,Thursday is my two babe's birthday-Ivy and Hui.
Happy Birthday to them.
Will go out celebrate wif Ivy.Have a nice day =)



That's all.Good nite.
Miss him.

The happinest woman of the world.

I say I am the happinest woman of the world when you're hugging me warmly and saying that I am the only one and will be the last one of you.


Babe,are you looking at my post???
Haha, juz now u asked my bloggie's address,then I guess maybe you'll view it,so I write out this post quickly.Send me a messange when u've read this =)
I am missing u.Love u =p


*All the new photos will be uploaded later if I'm free.

Happy Birthday to Babe.J


Juz a few minutes later,it will be my Babe.J's big big day.=)
Finally, my babe turns to 18 yrs old.Actually he is older than me by only 3 months.So,both of us are goat in our animal sign.So coincidence right?

My piggy babe wants to give me suprise by saying that he will not come back and celebrate his birthday wif me.I am so disappointed.But he were unmasked by me juz now.Damn happy!

And we will go out tomorrow and give him the special present to him. =)Hope that he will feel happy.Anyway,HAPPY BIRTHDAY BABE!! love u always...

What a hot soup there.Sucks!

Juz based on my topic,do u get any points???
If no,nvr mind.
Yes,I'm facing a lot of super problems.
-SPM,love,and so on.
Walao,very jidangao.==
Let me jump to the sea.
And pls dun hold me back!
I really feel that I am so extra person in this world.
Sometimes,I hope that I can disappear in your eyes suddenly one day so that maybe your world will look prettier.
Then,I will be happy and agree that what I had done are so worth because you've look more happiness than before.

[Share]A real love story which makes me drop down tears..



小時候坐爸爸開的車~~ > 長大..坐男朋友開的車.覺得很幸福..很快樂...
坐在副駕駛坐..可以不用注意路況..可以一邊補妝一邊哼歌..
可以不用擔心停車位..可以不用擔心車子髒了..要保養了...
9年來..我是像公主一樣被寵愛著..被保護著..
台北的公車..台北的捷運對我來說..只是一個名詞..
我從來不用擔心我的交通.不論上班下班.逛街
回老家.我都是他接送的.我真的覺得很幸福..
朋友也都說我真的很好命
車~是他教我懂ㄉ..改裝是他告訴我..什麼是避震器..為什麼要保養.
他說車子是大老婆.我是小老婆..記得
當時我還吃醋..他笑著說沒有車車這樣載你.你怎麼皮膚這麼白.你怎麼都不用擔心風吹雨淋...
所以我跟他一起愛上車了....和他一起改裝車.和他一起去跑山道.
坐他開的車.就算跑到時速250了再快.我也不怕..
18歲那一年...他說.貝~去考駕照吧..我說為什麼..他說可以拿來抵扣紅單阿..
我說不要~~他說..其實.假如有一天我沒辦法再接送妳時..
妳一定要學著獨立.學會自己開車.自己照顧自己.
我賴在他的懷中撒嬌說..你用永遠也不會丟下我..接送我是你一輩子的責任..
可是..被他逼著~我還是? 了開車.
當我10分鐘路考全過時..他還笑著說..有偷學我的功夫唷
18歲的我.考到了駕照了.說真的.我的生活並沒有什麼改變.生活依然是這樣.
他依然載我逛街.載我上下班.駕照對我來說.沒有任何用途. > 頂多如他所說拿去抵扣紅單.很多人都說
妳都依賴他載.沒有他載妳怎麼辦?
而且他都這樣管你管ㄉ這麼嚴.又這麼緊.妳都沒關係喔?
我總是覺得這是屬於我得幸福.即使再沒自由.我也甘之如飴。
而他.也把我當成他的責任.我們對彼此是把對方當成責任般.我不能沒有他
他也不想失去我.他覺得照顧.接送女友.是男人都要做責任。
我覺得陪著他去跑山道.幫他一起改車.改音響.是比我的工作還重要工作。
因為他熱衷改車..我也跟著喜歡車.
我喜歡搜集香水.他每2個月送一罐香水給我.
我們在朋友們的眼中是這麼的幸福.9年來始終如一日.
我們都沒有變心過.也許有爭吵.也許也會為了小事生氣。
但我們.真的真的很愛對方.這麼相愛.我想連上天都會妒嫉吧.
去年過年時..他開車一路飆往金山的方向.坐他的車從來不會怕.
因為我真的全心全意的相信他.到了金山海邊.很冷.
他要我坐在暗暗的海邊.叫我閉上眼.他說.要送我一樣東西。
我本來想.應該是香水吧.
當我睜眼時.我真的傻住了..
一整排的硬皮鯊一起開頭燈.刺的我眼睛睜不開.他從車隊走像我....
我想我這一生忘不了那種景像.他沒有浪漫的問我要不要嫁給他。
他只說.這是我的求婚.妳已經是我老婆.今生今世.我們要一起到老...好不好.
我沒有說話.只是拼命傻笑..點頭..
別人用鑽戒求婚.我男友.用車隊來感動我.
那天有將近20台硬皮煞.都綁著愛心的氣球.
我們就這樣跑了金山.林口.北海岸.我想也只有他求婚不忘呸車..
如果...如果...那天我們不去小硫球玩我..
我想我現在應該是一個無憂無慮的家庭主婦吧...
就在我們拍完婚紗照.準備過完年結婚時..
我們答應了朋友的邀約一起去小硫球玩.他笑著說.我們先渡蜜月.帥吧.
因為他的車我們結婚時要當禮車.所以當時下高雄褡船.我們不是開自己的車。
我們是坐朋友開的四門喜美.沿路大家說說笑笑.
到休息站.換我男友開時.他朋友讓我坐前坐.
平常我坐他車.我都不繫安全帶的.那天..他做了一個很奇怪的舉動.
他幫我繫安全帶.......
他笑著說..綁著..不要傷到我兒子..
沒錯.....當時我已經懷孕1個多月了...
你知道嗎?懷有自己最愛的人的孩子是多麼多麼的快樂….
而這個孩子對我們來說又是這麼這麼的珍貴……
我永遠記得當我告訴他,我懷孕時發生的事情…….
那天..我們跟車隊要去跑山道…要去九份烤肉……路很小條..
他要跟著前面的車彎來彎去.所以他開的很專心..
老公~今天媽媽中午煮海鮮粥.,我吃一點就吐了ㄟ……
他很專心開車連看都沒有看我一眼… > 喔~那有沒有吃胃藥
可是我覺得,不是胃不舒服 > 喔~那明天再帶你去看醫生..
而且….我那個2個月沒來了…… > 喔~那個沒來~~也會吐喔~ >
不是啦~~老公我懷孕了…………………..
喔~~你懷孕了….懷孕~~什麼!!!你懷孕了.!!!
他突然猛力的煞車…………我只聽到ㄍㄧ……碰~~~~~ > 沒錯…後面的撞上來了………………>
哭爸唷~~你煞車幹麻……..他朋友走到我們的車旁…….
我只見他傻傻的跟他朋友笑著說…我老婆懷孕了~~~~
也許你們會覺得…女友懷孕沒什麼,但是對我們來說,這本來是不可能的任務.
因為我的體質關係,卵子一直不容易受精,所以即使9年來我們從來沒避孕過,
但我卻一直沒有懷孕,也因為他是獨子,
所以曾經一度為了我不孕的事情,我難過的想分手,他卻認真的告訴我,
沒有孩子有沒有孩子的好,要一起走一輩子的人是妳,其他的,沒關係!
所以在我們的心中,這孩子是老天爺恩賜給我們的結婚禮物
懷孕之後,產檢時,醫生告訴他我子宮壁比較薄要注重安胎,
所以,他不准我上班,不准我穿任何有跟的鞋子,不准我吃巧克力,不准我用跑的下樓梯,
甚至不准我看電視,又加上我孕吐的嚴重,吃什麼吐什麼,沒有變胖,反而更瘦,
他就帶我去吃任何我想吃得東西,連假日車隊約要去跑山道,他都只是載著我慢慢開,
我知道他真的很期待也很重視這個孩子,我們因為相愛而結婚,結婚前又剛好 懷孕,
一切都是這麼的美好,美的讓我覺得很像做夢般,很怕醒來就不見…..
那天~~~~在上路之前他說,繫好安全帶…不要傷到我兒子…
還用一件外套蓋著我得肚子,再繫上安全帶…….
我笑笑的告訴他,不會啦,他還要出來跟你一起賽車………
因為,他朋友的車是新車,什麼都沒改,他朋友就要他操一下那台車,
ㄍㄧ看看可以到多少啦!! > 我男友起皺眉頭說,真的要ㄍㄧ,不要啦!!都沒改,危險啦!!
不會啦!拜託!ㄍㄧ一下啦! > 吼~煩~~~~
坐他的車我不怕,不只是因為他的技術我很放心,
更加上,我們的車所有的安全性的東西我們都改的很好,
但是坐在別人的車,雖是他開的,但是我一想到連避震器都沒換,有一點擔心,
我握了一下他的腳,他微微笑著說,跑一段而且,沒關係,
標楷體>他油門一踩,我看著時速表150.~160.170.180.200整台車都晃的非常嚴重,
我說~老公~~不要,當他放油門時,他朋友,? o說再ㄍㄧ,
而且手還伸到排擋桿這,往後拉一擋,車子突然暴衝,
前面又突然切出一輛車,他閃避不及,方向盤往右拉..,
車子失控,撞上分隔島,再彈出來,….後面的車又追撞上來就翻車了…
我們車頂朝下..在地上滑行約100公尺,我看著地上,鋼板摩擦地面,
擦出火花,玻璃火花~都往我的臉飛過來…嘴裡,
想喊他的名字,卻怎麼也發不出聲音,碰的一聲,車撞回分隔島終於停了下來…
車子在極大的碰撞下.之後….終於停了下來~~~
有坐過360度的嚇嚇叫嗎?在到最頂端的時候,人會懸在半空中,
屁股離開椅子,只靠著安全扣,?
T定著,當時我就是這樣被吊在位子上,
我想出聲喊他,但是胸懷的安全帶勒的緊緊的,好痛好痛,只能微微的發出一點聲音,
老公~救我….
貝!!!沒事吧~他一邊說一邊伸出手來握著我的手,
好痛~~~~
不怕不怕~我在這邊……
他把我的安全帶鬆開,因為是倒吊著的關係,安全帶一鬆開我的腳就跪在滿是碎玻璃車頂上
啊~好痛……
他握住我的手,我看著他用力的踢著車門,但是門都變型了,當然沒法開,
他改踹玻璃,玻璃一下就被他踹破,他先爬了出去,因為我的腳早已沒力,
他伸出手把我拖了出去,一出車子,他立刻扶我站起來,往安全的地方走,
握著他的手,我感覺的到他也在發抖,我也在發抖,
我虛弱的說~老公,我好怕……
他更用力的握緊我的手,沒事了,我在這邊,沒事了…….
可是才沒走幾步路,我感覺到我的下腹部,隱隱做痛,
老公….我肚子好痛………
他馬上扶我坐在路邊,
肚子痛~~很痛嗎??他擔心的用手摸著我得肚子,
等等唷~救護車馬上來…..他緊緊把我抱在懷中…..,
警察不久知後,趕到,有傷者嗎?警察大聲的問
有…我老婆懷孕了,她肚子很痛,快救她,快……
等救護車的過程中,我的肚子越來越痛,他一直握著我不停的說,沒事的,
你們都會沒事的,看著他蒼白,擔心的臉,我努力的咬緊牙根,對他點點頭,
給他一個虛弱的微笑,救護車一到,他把我抱上擔架床上,自己也一起上了救護車,
一路上緊握著我的手,他緊張得對一旁的急救人員說,
她剛懷孕1個多月醫生說,還不是很穩定,你們一定要救她跟孩子,
急救人員熟練的在我的臉上套上氧氣照,
我看著他擔心的樣子,忍不住流下了眼淚,他一見我哭,
他更是握緊我的手,低下頭靠在我的手上?
A對不起,對不起,我不應該開這麼快,
對不起….當他的頭一抬起來,我看見他哭了,眼淚從他的眼中流了下來,
在一起9年來….他從來沒流過一滴眼淚,甚至陪他去參加他爺爺喪禮,他都沒哭過,
現在看著他為我掉淚,我的心好疼,好疼,我難過的搖搖頭,伸出手,幫他擦去了淚水…
一路上我不段默念著觀世音菩薩的佛號,我只乞求讓我肚子裡的胎兒能夠安全沒事;
一到醫院,他們就把我推進了急診室,他的手都沒放開過,
但是一進手術室,護士說對他說,你不能進去,他才放手,我看著他,他看著我,一定沒事的,貝!你一定沒事的
這是他在我盡手術室時他跟我說的最後一句話,不知道為什麼,我覺得很害怕,
比剛剛翻車時更害怕,當醫生,在檢查之後,
他告訴我,妳已經流產了,我還來不及說什麼,麻藥就打進我身體,
後來,我就不醒人事了……………
當我醒來後,貝~貝~~~耳邊傳來…一個女人的聲音,我睜開眼,看見是他姊姊,
姊姊~~阿仁勒?我看了看周圍,
他姊姊哭著說…快走~~他快不行了…他在等妳….快去看他…….
她姊姊把我扶起來坐在輪椅上…….
我愣了一下……
誰快不行了…..姊你說什麼…
阿仁快不行了…..他胸腔破裂.肺部大量出血…快不行了…一直吐血…
他在等妳…快去看他………
我一句話也說不出來…….
一到加護病房,他父母都已經在一旁,傷心難過的哭………
我一過去他身邊….我真的不敢相信..我眼前的事實……………
他的鼻孔插著管子…嘴角不斷的流血…..
牽起了他的手…老公..老公…….不要嚇我..不要嚇我…..
他聽到我的聲音.睜開眼睛,他也回握著我的手…
對不起…..貝.!!我沒有保護好你跟寶寶….對不起………
不要..沒有… 不是你的錯..你不要這樣說……
貝!!對不起~~我撐不住了,沒辦法再照顧妳……妳一定要乖乖的…活著,
我們改約下輩子再在一起,我再補償妳,
他痛苦的說這句話時,我的心都快碎了,
我不要!!你說你要載我一輩子的,你答應我永遠不會拋棄我的,
洪富仁,你說話要算話,不能丟下我…………你給我起來!!
老婆~~對不起~~~~~~~~~!!..... 我…..愛……你………
這一句話就是他留給我了最後一句話……………….
後來,我問醫院的醫生…醫生說他根本是用意志力在支撐,因為他根本沒有繫安全帶,
撞擊時,胸口猛烈的撞到方向盤,肋骨斷裂刺入肺部,
其實他當然應該是痛的不行,但是他撐著,還抱我上擔架,還一路上陪我到醫院,
直到我盡手術室他才吐血,昏倒在地上,
我知道,他只是要我不要擔心他,他只希望我們的孩子留住……
雖然他以前都會罵我,他做錯事從不道歉,但是我知道,真的知道……他有多愛我…………
這場車禍,奪走了我最愛的男人,也奪走了我們的孩子,辦完他的後事,我住在我們兩人以前的房間,好像一切都沒改變,我總覺得他只不過出去了,等等就會回家,
看著他的衣服,他得電腦,我都以為這一切不過是場惡夢…
等等他就會出現在身邊,說…老婆~~不怕我在這邊……
我開始活在過去的回憶中,我躲在房間,不吃不喝,
一直看著我們的婚紗照,看他寫給我的字條,
我把他天堂遊戲中的人物開著,就好像他還在我身邊,我只是不斷的睡覺,
因為我想他會回來我身? 銂?
但是他一直沒來,我總會哭濕了枕頭,我一直告訴他,我在等你,等你回來…………
一個多月過去了,因為眼淚留太多我的眼睛已經不能再被強光刺激,
我開始想,你不來找我,我就去找你,於是我開始想尋死……
割脕,服藥,我真的很想死,我真的很想跟他去,我開始恨他,為何帶走我們的孩子,
丟我一人孤拎拎的在這個世界上,好幾次,我總是很像快要看見他了,
卻又被一雙手給拉著,那是我父母的手…
當我自殺,醒來在醫院時,媽媽總是在我的身邊難過的流淚,我告訴她,媽..對不起,但是,我真的需要他…,
媽媽難過的說,我就妳一個女兒,你走了,我要靠誰……
爸爸,把我接了回家,朋友們經常來看我,要我去外面走走,
很快半年過去了,我仍然常常回他家,整理我們的房間,整理他的車子,
有一天,我在他家吃飯時,我告訴他媽媽,我想嫁他,我要跟他一輩子,
他媽媽,流下眼淚,說..阿仁..交到你這個女朋友,就算為了保護你而死,他也甘願,
隔天,我們在他的靈堂前,擲茭問他,
可是,都是沒茭…….我和他媽媽,都傻掉了,為什麼….為什麼你不娶我,你不是愛我的嗎?
為什麼………當我從早上問到晚上都沒有結果時,
我哭倒在他的靈前,你怎麼捨的留我這麼痛苦,
我一個人坐在漆黑的房間裡,哭個不停,我真的好需要你,
以前你的世界就是我的世界,你走了…..要我怎麼活下去…..
忽然…..有一種溫暖的感覺…攏照著我的身體……我抬起頭……是他…..他把我抱在懷中…
傻瓜…..我一直沒走
我一直在妳身邊..只是你看不見..你要勇敢走下去….你越勇敢我才越開心…
我在這邊和我們的兒子一起守護著妳,當你的保? 腄A
寶貝…不是我不娶你...是我們早已是一體,妳的手,我會永遠的握著…
你不孤單的知道嗎?
老公….我也要和你在一起…….我們一家三口在一起…我不要一個人.....,
我緊緊的抱著他 …
他抬起我的頭….笑著說,不行,你要照顧爸爸媽媽,還有我們的車子阿…..
還有我們的狗狗,還有我最愛的人阿…….
誰 ??………
妳阿…就是妳自己…..答應我勇敢一點….我沒有走……我在你身邊….永遠…..
不要…..老公..不要走……………………
我一睜開眼…..原來是我的夢…….但是那種感覺真的好熟悉,他真的來過了,在我的身邊
老公….我答應你.我會勇敢…….
因為我知道你在我的身邊,你一直在守護著我 …….
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兩年多了…我的憂鬱症也已經好多了…
我努力記憶著他以前教我的開車方法,我開著他的車,自己上下班,
載他媽媽去買菜,我延續他的習慣,從不電動洗車,我放假時也自己洗車,打臘,
很想他的時候就載著我們養的狗狗,去所有我們曾經去過得地方,
假日晚上,我跟他的朋友們一起去跑山道,握著方向盤的我,過彎一點也不害怕,
他朋友說,我開車的樣子,跟他一模一樣,
我總是笑著回答,你怎麼知道是我開不是他開的……
我不再留眼淚,我微笑面對一切,因為.......
我知道他和我們的寶寶都在我得身邊…
握著我的手………說不怕……..我在這邊………(完) 身上..我看見了世界上最美麗愛情..........

-真人真事喔 -

不要烦我

Good morning.

OMG!

Feel very uncomfortable.Yes,my *period* is around the corner.So.pls dun disturb me lar bcos I will lose my super hot temper to u.


Huan:TQ for ur posts .Hate those low class bitch!Gaowei!@

All the things about US



Hey nites!
Show u this I get from Facebook


HER

P - popular with all types of people
E - has gorgeous eyes
D - a very good girlfriend or boyfriend anyone ever had
D - a very good girlfriend or boyfriend anyone ever had
Y - is loved by everyone
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C - selfish
H - stick to one
E - has gorgeous eyes
O - has one of the best personalities ever
N - is a very good kisser too!
G - very outgoing

S - makes people laugh
I - is really sweet & romantic
N - is a very good kisser too!

Y - is loved by everyone
E - has gorgeous eyes
E - has gorgeous eyes

HIM

J - is very sexual
E - has gorgeous eyes
F - loves people wild and crazy adore you
F - loves people wild and crazy adore you
R - funny
E - has gorgeous eyes
Y - is loved by everyone

T - a smile to die for
E - has gorgeous eyes
O - has one of the best personalities ever
W - can be funny and dumb at times

W - can be funny and dumb at times
E - has gorgeous eyes
I - is really sweet & romantic

M - Makes dating fun
E - has gorgeous eyes
N - is a very good kisser too!
G - very outgoing



HATE that sexual he get!haha.
Good nite guys.I gonna go to sleep =]
Shopping with Ivy and Evonne huan 2moro..
See you.
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I am who I am.


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Hey good afternoon guys =)
I love Shiseido products and I am the member of Shiseido Camellia too.
Thank you Dear because he is the one who buy me the Shiseido produces.Muack =]

My member cardMy name->PEDDY CHEONGAlways receive Shiseido's new products introduction books


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For me by him.


烟盒.For him by me.

Couple chain.

You are still living in my heart.



Sometimes I consider that we are not alike
You can look the others which I could not one
But sometimes I consider that we are so alike
Being arrogant and never been yield to the fate


Being arrogant and NEVER BEEN YIELD TO THE FATE
I drop down my tears when I recall how arrogant we are when we are facing the fate.
I drop down my tears when I recall how stubborn we are when they say no.
I drop down my tears when I recall how tough we are when we said we wanted together.
I drop down my tears when I recall how sad we are when we did the wrong to one another.
I drop down my tears when I recall how pain we are when we are forced to separate long distance two years ago.
I drop down my tears when I recall how lose we are when we lost our hot temper to one another.
I drop down my tears when I recall how sweet and happiness we are.
I drop down my tears when I recall you like to call me Darling and I will call u back Dear.
I drop down my tears when I am viewing the messanges you sent to me.
I drop down my tears when I am listening your voice in my voicemail.
I drop down my tears when I am viewing our photos.
I drop down my tears when I miss you but cannot touch you.
I drop down my tears when I know you are the whole in my heart.
I drop down my tears when I know how much you love me and I love you.


When I know it is the time for me to be tough,then I will not to drop down a drop of tears on the contrary try to find back my self-respect and dignity.

The 3 Deadly Mistakes Women Make With Men Without EVER Realizing It...

Mistake #1: Leading A Man To Think You Are "Needy" And "Insecure"

Did you know that there are 6 ways you can set off a man's "Insecurity Alert" and make him think twice about pursuing a relationship with you?

Sadly, even confident women often "accidentally" give off one of these signs... and just one can kill the chance of a man asking you on a second date.

As you read through these signals men pick up on as "needy" and unattractive, ask yourself if YOU have ever been guilty of committing one of these deadly mistakes:

  • Talking or saying nasty things about your past boyfriends. Saying bad things about men you have been involved with actually reflects the negatively back on YOU. It makes a man worry you are carrying around "baggage" that HE will have to deal with should he become involved with you.

  • Speaking negatively about other women. When women call other women names like "slut", "bitch", and "crazy", it is anything but impressive to a man you are attracted you. Women will often do this when they see a good looking, desirable woman, especially if they feel their man might be attracted to her. This just makes a man think you are trying to cover up your own insecurities, and looking for validation and attention. Not good.
  • Too much physical contact, especially in public.
    If you are constantly hanging on a man or touching him too much he'll start to see it as clingy behavior... but you'll never hear about this from him. It's far better to save your touches for short and infrequent moments that will surprise and enchant him.

The next 3 are far deadlier, but less obvious... and it's important that you learn what they are and how to avoid giving them off.

But before I show you how to do that, let's talk about mistake #2:

Mistake #2: Appealing To His "Sexual" Side Instead Of His Emotional Side

Many women make the mistake of thinking that men are primarily driven by sex alone... and think if they can attract a man SEXUALLY they will be able to attract him EMOTIONALLY as well.

Women too often give up sex to a man in the hopes that it will translate into a relationship and get them what they want. In reality, a man has the capacity to view a sexual connection and an emotional connection as two entirely different things, and it requires a special set of skills to mold these two things together in a man's mind... and keep them connected.

Men are out for far more than just sex... and a woman who knows how to fulfill a man EMOTIONALLY and SEXUALLY will be the woman who captures a man's heart... and gets that same fulfillment for HERSELF. In a moment, I'll show you how you can learn to do just that...

Mistake #3: Not Knowing How To Size Up A Man's "Relationship Potential"

A lot of women will decide whether or not they should put energy into building a relationship with a man based on ATTRACTION.

Yes, attraction is important. But it can also be DANGEROUS.

When we feel a strong sense of attraction for someone, it can cause us to override our logic and ignore our instincts... leading us to overlook potential partner's deadly faults that could spell trouble down the road.

If you've ever found yourself stuck in a relationship that is dragging you down, this is probably why.

It's important to be able to size a guy up and spot any "warning signs" of a future bad relationship FAST... so you don't waste any of your time or emotional energy on someone who isn't right for you... or who will leave you heartbroken. Fortunately this is a fairly easy thing to do, and I'd like to show you how...

How To Win Your Boyfriend Back and Save Your Self-respect and Dignity



When you are trying to know how to win your ex boyfriend back you could suspect you must to go begging on your hands and knees in order to get him back. Possibly you suspect you should to lower your self worth and self-respect that is left. The breakup may have gone a long way towards hurting your self-respect as it is, there is no need to further hurt your self image. So there isn't any reason you cannot win your ex boyfriend back with a little bit of dignity.There is no need for you to go pleading and acting distressed as you begin to figure out how to win your ex boyfriend back, so maybe some of the following things will help out. Being dumped is adequate enough to shape the way you view yourself right now.

On the other hand if you were the one who broke up with him, now realizing you made a mistake, possibly you think it is right to beg for forgiveness. However, this plan of action will most likely not be the wise option to win him back right now.

If he was the one who broke off the relationship, you must know why he was attracted to you in the beginning of the relationship. Was it your looks? Your attitude? Both? You must know, women are keen on these things. What kind of attitude did you have towards him back then? How did you represent yourself to him back then? If you want to regenerate the love that was once there, try putting all the basics back that developed the fire in the first place. Whatever you do, let yourself be noticeable to him. Let him see that you are still the same someone that he fell in love with once. Let him also recognize that you know he sees you. Be obvious that you are that person again. If he doesn't see you, someone else just might, and that might not be a awful thing. You can lead a horse to water but you can't generate him drink. If there is another horse there, they may be more favorable of what you have to present.


If you broke up with him, and you think it was a slip-up, let him understand. Let him know that he has every right to be annoyed but tell him you are not expecting to have him come back. Tell him something like, “I accept the outcome of what may happen and that you will most likely not come back, and have accepted it”. In a round about way let him know you're apologetic and want forgiveness but avoid begging for it. Begging is not a good way to win your ex boyfriend back.Don't be the one who suggests or asks to get back together. You ought to let him know that you don't assume a second opportunity and you most likely don't merit one but you sincerely wish that things had worked out another way. Say what is on your mind in a authentic manner and then generate your exit.


If he is interested in getting back together with you or is interested by what you are up to then allow him to crop the first move. It takes strength and character to confess a mistake and an equal amount of it to bear the consequences. If he is the one like you sense him to be, he will see what you have just done and will want to be your boyfriend again.Unless you have some mind-blowing magic spells,, you will most likely find to be a test to win your ex boyfriend back. If he is the one and meant to be marriage or a life long relationship then it will come to pass. The whole point to get him to take action and have it look as if he's pursuing you. Make him want you, again. As hard as it is to do and as humiliated as you might think, just know that there is a way to win ex boyfriend back and have some honor doing it. just know that you don't have to lose your honor while you are trying to get your ex boyfriend back.


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Love is like war...Easy to start...Difficult to end...And impossible to forget...



♥Juz for U-MR.J♥
Love is like war,easy to start,difficult to end and impossible to forget.I love u not because of who you are, but because of who I am when I am with u.There's no one who loves u like I do this I promise.


Yes,I think I needed to give u time and also give me time to cool down ourself.There are really too many things happenned around us recently.I still need somemore time to recover my pain and I think you are needed too.Let's time prove everything.Your inconfidence taught me to be strong and tough in order to get my love come back.I will try my best to learn how to tolerate u,to understand u,to love u,to cherish u and else in the correct way.So after that maybe u can feel free when loving me and we will not be feel hard and get more hurt which are we don't wish for.Is it in this way can be say that is the best for us?I think it is.Then,I'm still waiting you come back for ur birthday after two weeks later.I feel so sorry,because I had never given u a real celebration during your birthday before.So,this year,your 18 years old birthday,I wish and want to have a real and happy birthday celebration with you if u will get to come back.If not,it's sad for me in my heart =( .But anyway,you are the king in that day,so all the decisions are on your hand and I will respect your decisions.I'm praying sincerely and hardly.Hope that God will bring good luck to me. =]




And also today,in the school,we had a lot of fun in the bilik wawasan there.PMR is still going on.Ivy,Jeriel and I had a long funny and upset chat in the tittle of 'Those BITCH'.lolx.(See, I really make it here.haha)Why will I say it is funny?Haha,because in our whole chatting contents,we use 'BITCH' to represant them.Then, HaoChuan cannot made it with us bcos he don't wat we said about.Haha.Jeriel,you've too obvious le lo haha.Oh,JunJie and Desmond talked a lot about wild animals.Egg,so gaowei lo.I found that I really dislike animals.No hate,but dislike.Aiya whatever lar.


SPM is just around the corner.I still couldn't concentrate my studies.OMG.My future is so dark.Shit.And I really hate the books lar.Tall like mountain.Maybe u will say this is my job and I couldn't say that like this way bcos I'm the first class student.But who cares? I am who I am.I'm no needed to be a faker and I hate faker so.Your discussions about me is not so important for me because all of u are not in my caring area and I hate you poke one's none into others' business too!If u did ,what I can think about u is only u're so-called low class bitch.I enjoy my life and I do what I like to do.This is who I am and is the only one.



Ok,it's time to pen off.See u guys =]

When you become mine and I become yours

I love you not because of who you are, but because of who I am when I am with you.


This is a so-called lose day for me.Have a argue with him last night.He even switches off three of his phones until now so maybe he thinks I couldn't find him and he will have a nice sleep or even a peaceful day.But could u be understand how are my feeling since that moment until now?Could u,guys?It is too too too terrible and I almost go to knock my head toward the wall or any harden things hardly and hardly until my blood spurts out.Shit.So now,could u guys be understand how much the terrible feel I suffering now?If not, I will order u to go jump to the sea.Sucks!

U say I always lost my hot temper to u,then what about u?When u did that,did I said anything to u?I'm asking u,'Did I?'.When will u be cherish me?Is it needed I to sleep in the coffin,then only that moment u will know how to write the words of"Sorry"and "Regret" ?I think my half legs have already step into the coffin..I've lost in my way.... U ought to know by now how much I love u.


I really don't wish to sing 放逐爱情to you..Too sad..
爱你的心忘了上锁 傻傻让爱变成一种折磨
你对我一点不在乎 我还是爱得不认输
对你的爱我选择了让步
被放逐在寒冷的边境 去学习暧昧不清不是甜蜜
不再在乎所谓的不公平 静静地离去 静静地闭上眼睛


So,you see,everytime I listen his song I will feel very sad,then how are my feeling when I really sing out this song to you?So,I really hope that this song will always be listened by me but not sang out to my lover by myself.


Let's give us time to change our bad attitude.I give u time, u give me time too.
Because,
-Time will prove everything.I believe.-

♥When you become mine and I become yours♥


----------There's no one who loves you like I do this I promise-----------

Miss Peddy is Unique


Hey guys =]

Oh no, I'm falling sick liao...so gannasai lorr =s
Ai...no more enough energy for me to play,laugh,jump or else...


THE ONLY ONE
Sleeping is what I like the most and will be emo if I didn't have enough time of sleep.
Reading is what I hate the most but sometimes I did that also.
Schoolling is what I lazy to do for.
Dancing is what will make me look cacat I think but I hope can be a attractive dancer while clubbing too.
Smilling is what I do when I chatting and shopping like crazy with my dear friends and beloved Mr.J.
Crying is what I do when I feel sad and over mad with anything I care for.
Playing is when my friends and I feel boring and nothing for us to do so.
Crazying is when I heard any bitchy things and even wish to kill off that bastard.
Ruding is when I scolding jibai,napei,niama,diao,fuck u,bitch,slut and many else.
Hoping is what I do when I hope all my dreams will come true.
Praying is what I do so when I feel helpless.
Love--sexy,mature,pretty ,slim,open-minded,rose and chocolate
Hate--close-minded,garrulous,bitch,third party,playboy and faker


♥Thanks God because I have my own specialised style which couldn't be copied by anyone.♥



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Announcement

Passed Passed Passed!!!

Hey hey =]

Miss piggy Peddy has passed her CAR LICENSE EXAM already..I mean myself larr shit.



Anyway, I wish to say congratulation to myself bcos it's too difficult to make it.Napei,u know that car is very new and I felt so difficult to control and maintain it.diao..Thanks God bcos my parking,3步转,上坡,all got full marks.Woo..proud.haha,bo larr =]



Let's show you the evidence->





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1000

Today is 1000days wif him..No any celebration lorr.Damn boring xia.Hope he will happy although I'm so unhappy with 'something bitchy ' .Tell u,I will never been forget abt this 'things' .NEVER NEVER NEVER AND NEVER! You better think carefully abt this 'things'.If not,I don't know how crazy will I become later. =( I don't wish so ok..Praying.Dun't know why I still couldn't cool down my anger.Shit larr.

♥Somehow I wish that he can always be my side♥

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Jelly mooncakes-presented by my close neighbour

-BUT-Very very gaowei.Once is enough.I swear this is the first time and will be my last time.

♥ 999 of him and her...♥

Yes,today,06102009,Tuesday,is a significance plus memorable day of him and her-MR♥ J wif MISS♥ PEDDY..




999-It's not the police station's calling number for u.In fact,it's can really say is a big big day for us. Yes,Mr.J and Miss Peddy have their 999 days together since 2007.01.12 until now 2009.10.07. So a long time.You maybe confuse that why we can make so a long-time-love until now bcos we've a long distance between each other and we can't meet at anytime we wish for,then we can only meet up at about 3/4/5 times in a year.If u really ask me like this, I really can't answer u.Is not have the answer,it's difficult to say out.Maybe it's really has a kind of special 缘份 between us which then hold us tightly until now.It's also can be say that's a feeling.None of feeling, none of love.Agree??We can also say that our love have magic power.Sometimes I believed.Or u can praise and even appreciate us bcos of our tough,concentrated, willpower or else.




If u ask me what are the things he did is the most touchful to me?The thing I feel most touchful is on the 2007.07.12 ,our half year,he went to XTRIM curved my name-PEDDY on his hair.Too suprise! And that day morning,he came to school to find me and showed his present to me.Although it's not an expensive present,but it's an unforgettable present for me in my lifetime.And another suprise is he suddenly stood in front of me after school and wore the black shirt I bought for him.We actually didn't decided wanted to celebrate on that day.When I asked him.he kept said that 'Bcos today is our half-year day.'..Sweetting in my heart =) It's just a simply love action,then make me sweet and sweet until now.DEAR,when u see this,will u feel suprise ?I wanna to let u know,wat i want is u,is your love,but is not those luxury things u can buy for me.These luxuries only can make me happy in a short time while those things you did it by yours sincerely heart can make me feel happiness until forever..It looks nothing,but for me,it's my whole,my life...

♥ LOVE can actually simplified if u want♥









The second things that make me touch is the tatoo-PEDDY on his back of body.Why this is not the most most things I feel touch? Bcos I knew it already before he did it.Actually, I wish to praise him.He is so brave. I dunnoe wat he thought at that moment.Will he regrets one day??It's not sure and difficults to say.I wanna to say THANK YOU ,DEAR to him.Thank you for showing how much you love me,thank you for tolerating me,thank you for all the things you had done for me.I LOVE YOU =]


爱上你第一次是偶然,
爱上你第二次是必然,
爱上你第三次是命中注定。

Trust that=]

Him and Her

♥2007♥



♥ 2009♥




♥ To the world you may be one person.but to one person you may be the world.♥

♥ 999-foreva foreva foreva♥



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Miss Peddy-Yours Truly

♥ And touch my lips with tender loving care♥

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BELOVED ROSES


-Somehow I really hope to receive roses at anytime which can really make me feel warm and sweet-







*I'm really enjoying blogging*

But most of all thank you for loving me for who I am :]

♥ Maybe God wants us to meet a few wrong people before meeting the right one,so that when we finally meet the person,we will know how to be grateful ♥

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Hey babies, ponteng school today.haha.bcos two of my girls dunnoe why absences larr so I juz follow them XD.It's a damn boring unsignificance day.SPM is juz around the corner, I didn't prepare it yet and my future is juz like huii says that is darker and darker..haha..same same..So, after this, I need to prepare le larr ok?! napei. Exam paper is bitchy devil.



♥Babe Evonne♥ Viewed ur bloggie and found that u r bullied by a bitch.nvr mind i tell u. We 'him' her back if we meet her at any places one day.Maybe we can shout out 'FUCK U BITCHY' loudly at that moment to let everyone know she's a little girl who likes to发桥only.Give her a big big laseh..Anyway,always be happy okk babe.Love u.. ♥


♥ Babe Ivy ♥ Finally, u updated ur bloggie liao.New template is nice and sweet.U also ponteng rite?haha.供你出来.aiya nvr mind larr,we always ponteng together de ma ,everyone know it XD.


♥ Everyone ♥ MR.J and I 复合 already... :) Dun worry me ,I'm getting better although still have some unhappy there.



*Photos will upload later if I'm free:)*
*071009--1000days of us
-Car license full test


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IS IT YOU?


♥If there are 1000 steps between us, you only need to take the 1st step.Then I will take the remaining 999 steps toward you.♥



These few days,i'm getting better,so buddies dun worry me and feel sad when reading my posts..If i get anything which make me sad or wat later ,i'll write at here so all of u will know it..



Recently(I mean tis few days),he treats me better than past two/three weeks .Tat's good for me ,bcos i'll happier and no more cry out already..He even asked me wheather wanted to celebrate his birthday or not..Why not??XD..Is it my L.O.V.E will come back soon??Aii~i dunnoe larr...struggling again...:( Hoping**




*today is my mum's birthday....HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUM!




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COULDN'T STOP THINKKING

I'm suffering insomnia...
nothing to say,juz keeping memorizes our memories..
fight,sad,sweet,happy,unforgettable...
my feeling is so bad...



..................miss u MR♥J....................

STRUGGLING AND WAITING

Today,in school,maybe some of u saw i cried a few times..when told my love problems to ivy,i lost of control.my tears resembled a stream of water..omg,i'm so ugly at tat moment.why i become like this,in mandarin call行尸走肉.i'm so bitch..bitchy peddy,is it love is your whole?without love,without him,y u couldn't survived??if u really wanna die,do it right now!don't wait anymore!guys,i'm so bitch rite?! but y i still feel so pain??so hurt?? if u know me,u're sure know how much i love him..if u know me,u're sure know how hard our love are..anything and everything we got is not so easily..i'm struggling and still waiting the miracle will happen..since i'm so sure i want the love coming back,i must be tough,i must be strong,i must be control my feeling well..i'm not a fool,i know wat i wanted the most, i know wat i'm doing now..i'll do my own decision..i'll think it seriously....


MR♥J,i still countdown our 1000days...i still wait..loving u...

IN LOVE WITH YOU



-MR♥J-

JUST A GENTLE WHISPER
TOLD ME THAT YOU'D GONE
LEAVING ONLY MEMORIES WHERE DID WE GO WRONG
I COULDN'T FIND THE WORDS THEN
SO LET ME SAY THEM NOW- l'M STILL IN LOVE WITH YOU
TELL ME THAT YOU LOVE ME .
TELL ME THAT YOU CARE
TELL ME THAT YOU NEED ME . I'LL BE THERE
I 'LL BE THERE WAlTlNG
I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU
I WILL ALWAYS STAY TRUE
THERE'S NO ONE WHO LOVES YOU LIKE I DO
COME TO ME NOW
I WILL NEVER LEAVE YOU
I WILL STAY HERE WITH YOU
THROUGH THE GOOD AND BAD
I WILL STAND TRUE I'M IN LOVE WITH YOU


未来的每一步一脚印 踏着彼此梦想前进
路上偶尔风吹雨淋 也要紧握你的手心
未来的每一步一脚印 相知相惜相依为命
别忘记我们之间的约定 我会永远在你身边陪着你

Aii~~

BBQ wif my BSMM frens yesterday...actually,tat's a RELIEVE OF CEREMONY...not too many ppl attend..we also invite senior.the food is delicious n tq XUEXUE.she in charges of food tis time.i eat a little bit only..no appetite..no hungry...

have a lot of chat wif ex senior...they're so funny...when chat wif them,i feel comfortable n relax...i tell xiaobai the things abt me n MR.J...he knows i'm sad.he also afraid i will cry out in front of him.so he keep comfort me..tq xiaobai..suddenly,he asks me "你有想过你们适合吗?" i think n think after that..i asks my frens,wat 's call suitable?...i receive different types of answers...i dunnoe wat can i do now..sit n wait?impossible!
struggling.....

MINE

Have my lunch at STATION 1,bkt indah wif my dear family juz now...damn nice..i ordered chicken chop wif black pepper flavour...mamamiya..haha!don't wait anymore guys,u must try it!it's onlyRM12.90/13.90 only..reasonable price rite??come on..



Finally,i have my own facebook account..i prefer frenster larr actually bcos frenster is neat n we can design our own-style layout..more sistematic.. facebook have a lot of games to play but messy...ok,anyway,add me lorr when u meet me there...hehe...







170909-my dad'sbirthday


MR.J, I'll wait ur answer...concentrate ur work first..we still need some times..

WHITE VALENTINE'S DAY

Hey guys,let's introduce u a nice and significance love song BY-

Tank—白色情人节


或许你总是笑我傻,但在爱情里,我是个虔诚的信徒,
还记得那夜 青春最初一页
眼前的世界 看起来快毁灭
你在我身边 看著屋檐 像末日的雨天
倘若雨大一些 是否靠近一点
你没有察觉 心跳特别强烈
颱风把沉默 吹袭了一整夜
明明有感觉 可惜时间 溜出了我指尖
回头只看得见 满地回忆的碎片
答案一直到今天 才在我心中浮现 爱情曾出现
那一瞬间 我们都没发现
那雨势一直到今天 还下在我心裡面 淋湿了双眼 事过境迁 才清晰地看见 你的脸
(女)被爱情背叛的女孩,在心中留下了重重的伤口 她告诉自己再也不要相信爱情了 直到遇见了生命中注定的那个人
(男)小姐,请问非你莫属这首歌是谁唱的啊?
(女)不可以,我就是要听这首歌 (
男)可是,真的没有这首歌啊
(女)先生,你应该什么歌都要会唱吧,不然民歌餐厅呆假的哦?
(男)小姐,请问你是在哪里听过这首歌的啊?
(女)在我心里
(男)啊?
(女)呵呵,开玩笑的啦你应该很喜
(男)恩,我很喜欢唱歌啊,我的梦想
(女)恩,既然你那么喜欢唱歌那你就
(男)你是开玩笑的吧
(女)如果,我是认真的呢?
(男)在她伪装的笑容中,我竟然看 你最后的微笑 祝福的味道 多完美的微笑 在渴望温柔的肩上 爱无可救药 我被换掉 保护自己别受到 话里沉默的讨好 要我别管你过的不好 祝福到 (女)不会吧,你真的来了!
(男)不是你叫我来的吗?
(女)我只是,我只是......
(男)那现在到底怎么样啊?我要不要
(女)唱唱唱,当然要唱咯
(男)不管晴天或雨天,我只想每 你说你是雨天 而我是太阳耀眼  说我不适合出现在 你住的灰色世界 ]想晒乾你的泪 却被你简单拒绝  在我手心裡的温度 好想要分给你一点 我忽然期待天空能下一场雨  我在冰冷的夜 慢慢了解你 晴天 雨天 谁说不能相恋  我偏偏只想 和你在一起 今天 明天 我都不想远离  我难过起来 晴天下了雨
(女)你相信爱情吗?
(男)当然相信啊那
(女)那你怕不怕被背叛
(男)呃,我觉得爱情是不能勉强,
(女)你是笨蛋啊!我告诉你这个世
(男)我知道你的心受了伤,但不管那
(女)从那一刻后,女孩消失在男孩的世界
(男)我依然每天到她的门口等她,只希望看 没有谁能把妳抢离我身旁  妳是我的专属天使 唯我能独佔 没有谁能取代妳在我心上  拥有一个专属天使  我哪裡还需要别的愿望 要不是妳出现 我一定还在沉睡  绝望的以为 生命只有黑夜 没有谁能把妳抢离我身旁  妳是我的专属天使 唯我能独佔 没有谁能取代妳在我心上  拥有一个专属天使  我哪裡还需要别的愿望 (女)台风天气你站在这里干嘛,
(男)我不走!因为我要送你一首歌
(女)你到底在说什么?
(男)我要送你一首歌,一首我写的歌,非你莫属
(女)什么?
(男)你忘了吗?这是你要我唱的歌啊
(女)你还记得哦
(男)我从来没有忘记,希望非你
(女)(crying)你怎么那么傻?谢谢,谢谢...... 整个宇宙 浩瀚无边的尽头  每颗渺小星球 全都绕著你走 *爱我 非你莫属 我只愿  守护 由你给我的幸福 爱我 非你莫属 也许会  笑著哭 但那人是你所以 不怕苦
(女)原来我一直不孤单,谢谢你
(男)你知道吗 我很喜欢牵著你的手的感觉
那是什麼样子 我好希望再来一次
懂得让我微笑的人 再没有谁比你有天份 轻易闯进我的心门 明天的美梦你完成
整个宇宙 浩瀚无边的尽头  每颗渺小星球 全都绕著你走
爱我 非你莫属 我只愿  守护 由你给我的幸福
爱我 非你莫属 也许会  笑著哭 但那人是你所以 不怕苦
懂得让我流泪的人 给的感动一定是最深 在我心中留下伤痕 你同时点亮了星辰
整个宇宙 浩瀚无边的尽头  每颗渺小星球 全都绕著你走
爱我 非你莫属 我只愿  守护 由你给我的幸福
爱我 非你莫属 也许会 笑著哭 但那人是你所以 不怕苦
看 那麼多相遇 偏偏只和你  天造地设般產生奇蹟
哦 我心的缝隙 我想除了你  任谁也无法填补这空虚

FINALLY..

Finally,have a long-time-chat wif ♥MR.J♥at midnight..we chatted until 6a.m..
we told each other the truth,we told each other the minds...and finally both of us cried...
we feel so sorry to each other for those wrongs we have done..we hurt so much...we're so care to everythings but we can't do well ,then both of us r heartbroken..we chatted abt the past..the words we said..the messanges we sent..the memories we have..anything n everything we have..happy,sad,sweet,unforgettable ones....


And one more,vr unfair to me..tat bitch,u must go hell,i've nvr meet a slut gal like u ..u must take care of urself.if one day i meet u, i will kill u..trust me,i won't let u go..u dares to entice my b.f,so u must prepares for the aftermath i will give u..wait n see..i will let u beg me.dun let me meet u..oOo

WOULD U BE THERE

such a boring holidays make me wanna died.my god!
wat can i do at home?sleeping,eating,playing,thinking of him..wat else?dunnoe already..
ok,i think i need to do some arrangements for my holidays.maybe go to watch some movies,shopping or wat,anyway,i should treasure tis chances to have a lot of funs.bcos after tis holidays,i need to pay all my attention to prepare my SPMexam.maybe there are no so much time to rest.



Receive my fren's messanges juz now.he says his girlfren wants breaks up.he wants me to help them.i say ok.but i laugh myself.i can help others,but i couldn't help myself.haha.so funny rite?really really..i'm so useless.but anyway,i can help them to reunion,i also feel vr happy..god will bless them..tresure wat you have guys..y i look so sad..yes,i admit i'm so sad,i can't survive without him like i think.i've let him becomes a part of my real life..i'm weak actually ok.i'm just a little woman,a 17 yrs old lady..wat i wanted is simple love..is it so difficult to get it??not rite?y i feel so hard?is it i'm worse??is my problems or him???our love is so weak.napei,love is bitch.i 'm crazy already....


WOULD YOU BE THERE
If I were blue, would you be there for me,
And whisper in my ears that’s ok.
Would you stand by me, let me hold you tight,
And say you love me one more time.
If I feel good, would you slow dance with me,
And touch my lips with tender loving care.
Would you die for me, would you run with me,
And never look back
Would you be there to love, to be with me?
Would you swear that your love is always true?
Would you say that you’ll always be the one?
To take my breath away?
Would you be there to love, to be with me?
Would you swear that your love is always true?
Would you say that you’ll always be the one?
To take my breath away?
Would you be there……
If I will wait, would you still think of me,
And wished that you could hold me now.
Would you die for me, would you run with me,All the way..
Would you be there to love, to be with me?
Would you swear that your love is always true?
Would you say that you'll always be the one,to take my breath away?
Would you be there to save my soul tonight?
Would you swear that your love is always true?
Would you say that you'll always be there,to kiss my pain away..
Would you be there?F
or me..

NEW TEMPLATES-DEAR DIARY

Hey guys..my old ugly templates is changed already..tis one nice rite?red+black..i like tat feel..wat abt u??

Announcement: i will re-public my bloggie somedays..

♥MR.J♥
same as usual, today,i miss u so much too...cannot stop thinking u..u've be a part of my life..i'm sure..how do i survive without u???can't be imaged...i may died or changed to another person...i dun wan...i wan u...


ok.tat's all for tis post..i need to go for bath...have my lunch outside later.....

I just come back frm my car lessons..have a little bit tired..luckily,today's weather is not so hot and i feel very happy..next saturday,i will attend my car trial exam..so fast..after tat,i can attend my real exam on 5th or 7th oct...i'm happy??i'm not sure too..


missing MR.J right now...i love u..



--------------------tat's all for tis post--------------------------

RIGHT HERE WAITING


finally my 1week-school holiday is coming ..trial exam really made me crazy..shit!
i really dunno when i must to start my bloggie cos it's really too much needed to say..
tis also a problem actually..haha..ok nvr mind,juz follows my mood ..



yesterday is my dad's birthday...so we went out to have our lunch in a restoran at TTA..
walao so gaowei lorr the dishes.at the moment, i kept thinking tat how come tis restoran can be survived until now??after backed home,wo took out a chocolate cake i chose and sang birthday songs to dad..a lot of pictures are taken..upload later....


recently, i 'm so severely affected by my love matter..there are too many problems among us..maybe u dunno only...i gonna died ..so sad so unhappy...even every papers in my trial exam,i couldn't concentrated..i couldn't stop thinking him .anything..everything..i'm so useless rite..so weak k..i dunno how to solve our problems cos i nvr seriously ask him everything i wanna know...i afraid to get any answer .i'm loss of control ...i feel heartbroken..is it love so difficult to manage?is it the end of our road?i really dunnoe..but i dunwan...i dunwan give up tis 978days love..so long..so sweet..and so love u..GOD pls bless me..pls...



there's no one who loves u like i do..leaving only memorie where we did we go wrong..i couldn't find the words then,so let me say them-I STILL LOVE U

specially for grace...


伤心之时,我也有个开心的事。今天,是我的好朋友:GRACE卉卉的生日^^

happy birthday to you happy birthday to you
happy birthday to you happy birthday to you

祝你生日快乐 祝你生日快乐
祝你生日快乐 祝你生日快乐

selamat hari jadi selamat hari jadi
selamat hari jadi selamat hari jadi

要开心哟!希望你事事顺利,心想事成,终于17岁了哟^^
也要祝你spm靠到好成绩!大家一起加油,还有阿玲!
明天看到你,包个红包给你哟,考完试了,我们帮你补回来,不能拒绝哟~~

不要放弃自己

不管发生什么事,我都不可以放弃我自己,要加油!
一切都会过去的,就算天塌下来,只要我不放弃,什么事情都会熬过去的,要相信,天无绝人之路。。我要努力,要过得更好,要忘记一切,我做得到的对不对??张欣怡,加油加油加油!!不要再去想了,不要再流泪了,要对自己好一点。
现在最重要的是考试不是吗?答应过自己要做到最好的不是吗?一定要努力,很快就会过去了,加油加油加油


我知道我的爱一直都会存在
没有你泪停不下来
你知道我依赖多不想say g-bye
我痛说不出来
我知道我的爱一直都会存在
没有你快乐都停摆
某一天我期待和你笑的灿烂
回头看爱 都在


ps:pls dun ask me anything...tq

变了


这几天考试。。2个字:辛苦!要考好好噢,不然会很伤心会后悔的,要加油!



最近很不开心,没什么想在这里写出来。。只有一句话:我厌倦了远距离。。一切都不是那么容易。。



今天你当完兵出来了,3个月,不长不短,改变的东西也不少。。
一切都不一样了。。想要得,期待的,以前的,都不会实现了。。。



---------------------------静静的-------------------------------





*pls dun ask me WHY
sry 厚,我需不需要补习老师不管你的事,你可以不要多管闲事吗?老女人。。妈的。。还有,那个人做么没有来管我屁事,你要知道不会去他家问他啊,你们不是老邻居咯。

-严重声明:我跟“那个人”已经没有任何关系,说难听的我们不再是朋友,不要在我面前问他这个那个,我会叫你滚。。

-重新声明:我有指名道姓吗?没有是不是?不要心虚承认!

累累累,昨晚3点半4点才睡着,失眠。。本来调好5点半闹钟起来,要下lucking。。结果列?哇老家里那个年轻仔,调闹钟5点起来哦,以前你不是调电话的咩?现在换新电话了,难道是没有闹钟在里面哦,显==。。然后你又是死猪一个咯,响了几久,超大声的哦,我被吵醒了列,我相信妈妈也是被吵到,可是你列还不起,难不成要我起来帮你按掉叫你起哦,很多次叻列,你可以不要吵到我们吗?你自己每次迟迟回迟迟睡,睡不醒,你不是不知道的咯。爸爸也是要早起做工,你可以不要吵到他吗?这样说来,我还真比你孝顺。


去到lucking,参加国庆日庆典,有特别到,讲真的,我们这一生能有多少次这种机会真得不知道,已有的话应该要珍惜,全体唱国歌时其实是一种感动,有种感染力,不懂怎么形容。。虽然我们的仪式很闷也很短,没有余兴节目,可是至少我们在10几岁时有参与过这些,以后回想起来也是不错滋味。我们有点自high,讲了很多很好笑没有营养的话,不过我们很开心。小型直身机和摩托杀出来时,哇老有够砸到,笑到我,真的是有够好笑,哈哈。(不要跟你讲)。后来完了,哎哟喂丫,老大中astro记者访问呐,我们没有人敢去,结果老大上,可是我们有几个厚,是很想上镜呐,我们就站在老大后面咯,镜头就在前面,哈哈,有上镜到列,我们一直玩忘了镜头在前面,播出来的话,有好笑到的咯。。应该会播吧,记得是astro台哟(我看不到)。对了,大家看到老大和记者在进行访问时就有拿手机出来拍,呵呵,有机会放上来让你们看,老师也帮我们全体拍,呵呵,他很*厉害*拍,拍超快,一直看到闪光灯闪闪闪,都还没有弄好。。呵!



明天开始考试了,3个星期,加油了宝贝朋友们!!


5 days -countdown--waiting u...
-0831-
the NATIONAL DAY for our country--MALAYSIA
during tis special day, i've some 'opinions' to my country,M'SIA..
actually M'SIA is a quite nice country although it's too hot sometimes and some'unfairs'there..but at least it's a safer country so all of us no need to worry about all the suffering like tsunami,earthquake and so on.. we must feel LUCKY because we're MALAYSIAN. : )

and later in the morning,we,BSMM,will attend the gathering activity due to tis National day.actually i dunno wat kind of tis activity is,wat i only know is we must have50++participants.i think all the f5 students maybe have some unwillingly because of the coming SPM trial exam.trial exam is so important.but we still participate it because we're really not enough..all the
NCO participate it too,because we're really have the 'RESPONSIBILITY' unlike somebody,only knows how to get the FREE marks ..agree??==...not only for tis activity ,tis whole year,we've tried our best to do our own duties.always meeting after school, always go to the office to find the 'slow-motion'..actually we're so busy..but nvm,because till the end,we're happy right?actually we feel happy in our heart,an unforgettable team,an unforgettable experiences...

---TOGETHER WE CAN MAKE A BIG DIFFERENCE---yes,u know it..


6 days-countdown:yes ,the day of my dear comes out frm PLKN..so miss him ,muacks



my III frenster

my II frenster



my I frenster

my frenster group

终于啊......

哎呀~~大家晚安阿~~~
终于有空上来写东西下下了~~~


有累到咯~书本现在变成我的“外遇”了呐~~~不想的咯,每天从早到晚陪着我~~:(
没有办法咯,考试麻麻麻麻麻麻麻。。。。显了咯~~~



那天补习厚,阿grace厚,跟我讲了一个东西厚,馁。。那个人咯。。
妈的听了是有够爽的咯。。虽然不清楚事情是怎样啦~~
哼。。像你这种人,跟到你,也是口不遮拦。。
幸好阿,我们也算是有眼睛。。。(朋友们,是不是有在心里默默认同?哈)

来个声明:我有指名道姓吗?没有是吗?我有再说你吗?没有是马?不要心虚承认!




我并不想再提起这件事,可是看了那些人写的东西过后,我觉得以下的一句话,从某些人的口中说出来,是一种做作,可耻的行为!请看:


刚刚上某某论坛,某某地方,某某贴写厚,某些人啊说什么[我没有脸面对xxx〈那个女生的名字〉],所以才要换老师。。妈的看了是一肚子火咯,某某人啊,你讲这句话是什么意思?请问“面对”是什么意思?这一整句,会是表示某某人觉得后悔,内疚做了某些事,然后无法面对那个女生,所以才要换老师,同意我的说法吗?我的华语并不差咯!


可是。。。。。。。。话说某些人现实的态度依然吊,怎么办?这样某些人会让我觉得某些人这样做是在别人面前装可怜!博取同情!鄙视你!!你要,就在我在的时候,不要在我背后加盐加醋!你以为你在煮菜阿!哭?我麻会,要比过谁久吗?用你那龌龊的泪水做这么下三烂的事,卑鄙小人。这么傲,我看你可以傲多久?司马昭之心,路人皆知。想告我?你就不怕我可以告到你脱裤?如果没有人教过你尊重家长,那你绝对没有资格跟我妈妈谈。。某些人啊,我实在是不想和你扯上任何关系咯拜托。最后送你一句话:道歉不可耻,不认错才可耻!


严重声明:我有指名道姓吗?没有是吗?我有再说你吗?没有是吗?不要心虚承认!



-------------------------------尊重博客-------------------------------

trial


Trial exam is coming soon larr.....
boring lo..
wat can we do everyday??
study study study plus tuition tuition tuition norr~~~
omg...wanna die liao...
I believe tat tis coming trial exam make all my buddy feel very stress rite?
we must try our best to get the best marks...gambatte larr everybody!!
recently,i so so so seldom online..no extra time anymore... tuition+study+car lesson(oh,forgot to tell my fren...i got my L牌 already)manual car is very difficult to control lorr..u will find tat u look like 智障during ur first time..like ur hand,leg and brain have separated...haha...

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对不起哦~我英文很差,连is和are都放错。。。
我写华文咯。。






来个声明先:


--我有再说你吗?没有是吗?我有指名道姓吗?没有是吗?不要心虚承认。。--



你们好好做你的事就好啦,这么鸡婆作末?虽然一开始的目标并不是我,我知道,然后超幸运的说,顺便也害到我。.美丽的悲剧。做人厉害就好不要假厉害。。不要卖弄你们的智慧。

现在我们名誉扫地,老师讨厌我们,进入黑名单,害我被gantung! 我们到处被人家乱讲!弄得我们像过街老鼠,你们有没有想过我们的感受,还是你们要试试?

各位,如果你们是白痴我不怪你,你们知道什么是blog吗?回家找字典拉!我在这里写什么关你们屁事啊?我要放什么照片管你们屁事?你也想管是吗?那我会严重鄙视你们这些白痴!!

你们害得我们这样,心情严重受影响,害我每天读不下书,考试就要到了你懂不懂,还有有些人,你以为你这样很有脸灭?我有指名道姓灭?妈的。你名誉受损你没有脸也是自找的咯。人麻,自知之明就可能是太多叻,也是没有脑的咯。回家照照镜子拉,你这种脸这种性格,要在任何一个角落立足?有,你家。==

PROTECT OUR PRIVACY

心情真得很糟糕。。
什么是人权?什么是隐私权?什么是公平?
你懂吗?对不起你或许不懂..
算了,现在根本不想再说这件事。。。


很谢谢我的朋友。。废废,欢欢,佩莹,凯铭,小欣。。
我被老师叫去后,我不知道你们在外面等我,我出来时真得很感动。。
谢谢你们的关心和支持,只有你们懂怎么了,只有你们我安慰我,因为我看起来有点不是很ok,可能很无辜的,我中单,再加上,某些人一点都不觉得他说的那三个字有错,全部怪在我身上,我也是有妈妈生的厚,他觉得理所当然,ok,我一句话都不想跟你讲,不代表我服,我不服,可是我没有必要跟你浪费时间。。这点我觉得对我才是不公平,如果你真的觉得你没有错,好,大家知道就好,没有必要多说。。很委屈咯。。是没有路给我选的那种。。命不好,我,我能怎样?


还是真得很谢谢你们,朋友。。。
我相信你们。。。


阿玲,你没有来。。55。。我很惨。。



欢欢,你是很好的诉苦者,谢谢你的抱抱。。你快点把你写他的那些删掉哦。。怕怕。。快快哦~~


废废,阿玲,欢欢,凯铭,佩莹,小欣,谢谢你们的信息。。我有收起来,我们是朋友。。


kumaran跟我说了一句,朋友是不可以相信的。。
我大概懂他的意思。。他有在暗示我。。


我相信这几个朋友,所以我现在只把blog开给你们几个看,我相信你们不会害我。。
-huanhuan
-ivy
-stephy
-katherine
-dolphin
-huii

-jerial

不要开给别人看哟。。谁都不想。。


隐私没了,所以只好锁起来了。。可怜了。。


还有,那些人,如果你想要知道什么,可以直接问我,我可以跟你讲
可是,如果你是什么都不懂的人,SHUT UP咯!!你不出声没有人会把你当哑巴
不要围在一起那边乱讲乱讨论咯
尤其是某几个人!!
你们那张嘴平时已经造孽不少了咯,留点口德,人在做天在看,不要每天那边讲人家是非,听好厚,是是非,不是事实厚。。
再tiu多点啦,我的忍耐是有限度的,要挑战我是吗?讲话注意你们的词语好吗?你知道你们有几个对我讲的话让我听了很讽刺吗?我听了真得很不舒服咯。或许你们没有这个意思,可是东西没有弄清楚之前你们最好不要什么都一脸赖到我身上,你姓赖哦?


有些人厚,不知道为什么那么有矜持,每天都可以在那边装可爱,你真的以为这是可爱咩?你到底知不知道你那个样子很反感,很恶心,可爱是天生的,做出来的就是做作。。还有你一天不讲人家坏话你会死灭?不要每天在那边跟男生发俏可以吗?大家看在眼里咯

又有些人厚,以为自己很好看,讲话很show off,也很会利用人,超喜欢tiu人,还喜欢在背后将自己朋友的坏话,放kiss的照片是show off,就你一个敢出声,我也不懂应该说你有种还是搞不清楚状况咯。。我必须要告诉你,讨论出来的结果是你并不帅ok。。

还有一个人,越来越厉害tiu,可能参多了学到很多,不错咯再接再厉==最近很想很爱骂人家臭女人奸女人厚,你有资格这样骂我朋友吗?他们都是我朋友咯。人家也是有妈妈生的咯。如果真要骂,你不觉得你很小x脸咩?你不觉得你很丢男人的脸马?或许我朋友是心甘情愿,我也没有资格管你们以前的事,可是现在你们没有了,SO I DUN CARE..


我有指名道姓吗?没有对吗?不要自己心虚默认。。

-------------------停止你们幼稚的行为!----------------


我难受你们懂吗?你们懂屁阿?静静可以吗?
这种难受要几时才会好?还要等处分。。==
终觉得没有那么容易放过我,要看是什么人。。