Aii~~

BBQ wif my BSMM frens yesterday...actually,tat's a RELIEVE OF CEREMONY...not too many ppl attend..we also invite senior.the food is delicious n tq XUEXUE.she in charges of food tis time.i eat a little bit only..no appetite..no hungry...

have a lot of chat wif ex senior...they're so funny...when chat wif them,i feel comfortable n relax...i tell xiaobai the things abt me n MR.J...he knows i'm sad.he also afraid i will cry out in front of him.so he keep comfort me..tq xiaobai..suddenly,he asks me "你有想过你们适合吗？" i think n think after that..i asks my frens,wat 's call suitable?...i receive different types of answers...i dunnoe wat can i do now..sit n wait?impossible!
struggling.....